They say that I'm always brightly smiling and I don't know such a thing as pain...
actually they don't know my heart is crying ..
ermmm ... but
I say in my brightly heart, I'm covered by a dark shadow....
I hate myself for being like that but my sad heart will smile some day :)
The after hours of nighttime that always comes is my companion... It comes to me in case I get lonely from being alone...When the sun set, tears well up without reason...
Suddenly thinking of how I got dumped by a past lover,, how I held back tears as I looked at the night sky, how I swallowd my tears, not being able to cry like a fool.... hmmm
I'm going crazy? maybe..
bcos of being alone here during the wee hours of night...
Though it's hard, I gotta get up! I always say to myself for not to give up now...
The morning sun that always comes us my companion... :-D
It shines on me when I cry in case I get lonely....
Sometimes, I feel I want to go back to when everything was happy ...
But. It. Was. HOPELESS.  ╯﹏╰

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