I blankly lean on my memories for a long time, the dream like memories are thicker than reality.
The same thing repeats every day, though nothing changed.
That's all there is but why does it feel so unfamiliar?
I was determined that I escaped from you but I earnestly wish you would come back again.
When can I erase you from inside of me?
When can I become free?


All I wanna do is to erase you,
not to cry because of you anymore and
to hate you....
BUT it's to hard and I know I can't :'(
I'm left alone and I try hard but the person who is hurting is me ......
I'm still the same, theres so much that you gave to me....Anywhere I go, memories are there..
I think I miss you and I still not used to being alone...
Though I'm ripped apart and in pain, I will SMILE :D
I promise ☺

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